Most of the time I am so happy that I even cant imagine. I feel I am in my own skin and every thing is the way it should be. Less times I feel down, I think something is wrong with me and I cant be happy at all. These two feeling is continuously following each other, yin and yang!
Maybe this is the life and I should be grateful for both sides. The first one that give me joy and the second one that remind me that nothing is for ever and you have to live at the moment.
Last weekend I was talking to Elise that I wasn't OK for years and now I feel OK. The physical pain in my shoulder that I knew its psychological is healing. It was like carrying a lift all the time on my shoulder, even when I was sleep at the night.
I reading like crazy! something that I wanted to make part of my routine and finally I did it. If I can make running and hiking and yoga( workout in General) part of my routine I will be more than happy.